Tuesday, January 13, 2026

#63: The Helicopter Overhead

 Brief summary: This week’s newsletter recounts a freezing Saturday night at Strawberry Fields that transformed into a spontaneous, international prayer circle for peace. Silhouetted against the jagged backdrop of The Dakota, strangers from Greece, Mexico, and Tibet stepped out of the shadows to form a circle around the Imagine mosaic, breathing as one in a rare moment of total unity. It was a poignant contrast: while the literal "war machine" rumbled in the headlines and the Maduro helicopter hummed overhead, we stood below in the cold, proving that the heart’s capacity to imagine peace is as vital now as it was when John first wrote the song.


Here's the whole story.


Gavin and I, playing at Strawberry Fields, had a very touching moment Saturday night. We were facing the 72nd entrance. We had our lights on us (amber because the white ones blind Gavin) plus one little spotlight casting a gentle white oval over the IMAGINE mosaic.


This means the people were dark figures, silhouettes against the backdrop of the huge triangle gables on The Dakota. This was my first night wearing the electric socks my brother David bought me. 


At one point, a very garrulous man jumped onto the bench, near me on the other side of the arm rest.  I waved him over. His mouth was open in a wide smile, like, "Really?? I can sit next to you??" (He didn't say that out loud).


He shouted out, "I'm Marco!" He was probably late-30s, athletic, bald.


I asked him, "Where are you from?"


I'm from Greece!" The small group of four that were over on the left bench all cheered. In fact, that group had been singing along on everything.


For a while, I wasn't sure if anyone was actually listening. There was a crowd of about 10 facing us, another group the same size that were on the right side. I couldn't see any faces. I couldn't distinguish people except for this one woman dressed in bright white fur from head to toe, big Russian looking white furry hat.


Marco smiled and I held the mic for him to sing "Eight Days A Week," which he couldn't sing and didn't know the words and he proudly sang out anyway, with me prompting him. This sometimes drives Gavin nuts because he's trying so hard to maintain the integrity of the song. I'm more like the clown in the monkey suit trying to draw everyone in. That's why I love our dynamic as a duo.


His friends were taking video and eventually others came. An older man with a weathered face. From Mexico. He wasn't there to sing, just pose for a picture. Came right up and asked. When I held the mic to his shoe leather face, he grinned bashfully and said, "I don't..." And then he started singing. Sounded like a frog, but he had a twinkle in his eye that lit up like the cloudless sky above us.


At one point, it's something I feel in my body, the benches on both sides facing us had filled up. No one was standing at the mosaic, but I took a chance. I said to Gavin, "It's time."


"Did you come for the full Imagine Experience?" I prodded them. "Then join me here around the circle."


This is the tricky moment.


As one, as if they had all come together, without hesitation, they rose from the benches and formed a circle. 


Now usually, people are shy. Or they don’t want to stand up, afraid they might lose their place on the bench. But these came immediately and eagerly. 


I began by telling them my Imagine Piano story, how it was under a tree outside just like this. I told them to imagine the piano here, John sitting there leading us. I told them, “His spirit is here now.”


Then I pointed at them one by one – there were twenty or thirty people – and said, “He’s in your heart. So he’s here.”


I led them in the song and then asked where they were from. Mexico, Hungary, Poland, Peru, Tibet! I said you’re my first person from Tibet! Greece. The lady in white. 


I told them the story of the Palestinian and the Israeli singing together here. 


There was something going on this night. Even on good nights, we have people who were dragged there or who weren’t into the group thing. But everyone was there. We were breathing as one.


I said, “Let’s memorize this moment. The freezing cold air. The lights in the park. The jagged skyline of The Dakota. The clear skies. 


Just that moment, a helicopter flew over. Way high up but we could hear it and see its lights in the distant sky.

“And that helicopter overhead.”


Everyone laughed. Just before that, fire engine horns had blared into our space. Ah, New York.


I mentioned how in an interview, John had said over and over that you have to think peace and imagine peace before you can have peace. I babbled on, “It’s hard to imagine since we just invaded Venezuela this morning. And there’s Ukraine…” I didn’t have words. I don’t like being political. But it was in the headlines. How do I not mention it?


Then most people began to leave. We sang another couple of songs and said goodnight. The last song was, “Don’t Let Me Down.”


As we were breaking down our equipment, the lady in white and a friend of hers approached. Both were stylish and beautiful, warm and gracious. 


She said, “We needed this.” Her friend jumped in, “We were just talking about Venezuela and wondering what can any of us do? We were just talking about that! And then we came here.”


When I got home, the first thing I saw on the TV was images of Maduro landing in New York via helicopter.


While the war machine was flying overhead, we were down below in a kind of prayer circle singing about peace.


Peace to us all, Steve


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#62: The Reviews are in!

 The best news happened on Tuesday. We got reviewed. One mentioned us on his Best of the Year roundup. Or as my fake press agent, whose name I keep changing, put it:


"The critics have confirmed that the December 9th concert was something special, with Peter Filichia declaring the ballad 'My New York Life' to be the 'song of the year for this type of venue' and noting that the applause sounded like it came from a crowd far larger than the room could hold. Mark Dundas Wood of BistroAwards agreed, headlining his review 'The Miracle of (More) Life' and praising the show’s unique 'jam session' intimacy, while identifying the surprise introduction of Dr. Bruce Dorsey as the 'evening’s most thrilling moment'."

Peter Filichia mentioned us on his Best of the Year podcast. Best of the year! 

If you're not in the theater, Peter is a noted theater historian and lover, author, and a legendarily opinionated, and much respected voice here in New York City. If he hates something, he will tell you. And if he loves something, he will fight for it. His only criticism, he told me that night, was that I didn't mention Potsie.

Normally, one-night shows by obscure songwriters on a cold Tuesday at 9 PM in a 60 seat theater don't get much attention. I didn't even know they would be there.

So, happy new year!

I was thinking back thirty years ago when I suddenly remembered a woman named Leslie. Something about her office at AIDS Project LA. What was I doing there?

Searching my diary archive, I discovered that on June 1996 I was literally walking the halls of APLA looking for someone who would listen to my songs. It was after the first reading at the Hollywood Roosevelt and before the three week workshop in July at the Zephyr. We had no idea what we were gonna do with this show and these songs.

I remembered being there. But not that I was a man possessed. Am I still a man possessed? Gavin says I'm the most intense person he's met. And he's from South Africa!

So, there was desperate me walking the halls when I came upon an offiice with a big window. A woman with shocking red hair sitting at a desk. Across from her desk in the corner was an upright piano covered in teddy bears and stuffed animals. Over her door? COMPLAINT department.

I knocked on the door, which was open and I guess I said I didn't have a complaint but that I had some songs I was desperate for people to hear, especially people with AIDS. Leslie Glick. A former dancer with a heart as big as the universe. She led to me volunteering there but I never met any bigwigs.

Now I'm standing on a stage with a presentation from the New York City Council and the head of Broadway Cares/Equity Fights AIDS to the chemist whose drug saved my life not long after that lonely walk down the halls of APLA. 30 years ago next July, we were unwrapping the bandages from my arm.

What now? The critics are calling this a 'miracle' and the 'best of the year.' I call it a foundation.

Do I have a plan? I had a plan walking down the halls to Leslie and her piano.

Same plan as always. Stay alive and live in the bonus round.

#61: Brian Krinsky's Stunning Moment

Here is the full Living in the Bonus Round concert video + Brian Krinsky's big moment.

You have to understand that no one in the cast of Living in the Bonus had heard the show before. Except for their particular moments, nothing was rehearsed. We had no run through. As we all told my story (with script), some cast and musicians were hearing it for the first time and reacted (crying, laughing) just as the audience did.

At this moment in the show, i'm talking about how I was only kept alive because I was surrounded by friends who cared for me. When I went to group therapy session, I realized how unique I was. Many people with AIDS simply died alone, too afraid to come out to their families, too afraid to even tell their own friends. Some seemed to just disappear.

It's the moment when I let my prideful self go and simply gave in to being cared for. I couldn't lift my head up off the pillow. 

So when Brian steps up to the mic to sing "Let Yourself Be Loved," he was barely holding on singing a song he had only just learned. You can see it in his eyes. Luckily, I hired Michael Lee Stevers (who also didn't know what was going to happen) to taped it professionally. So we caught the moment beautifully.

Link to his full performance, barely two minutes long. Watch it: https://youtu.be/7YhgJPFjaAQ

The spontaneity of the night was what made it so precarious and fun. Sue Matsuki, who produced the entire Winter Rhythms Festivel, in reviewing it, said it was an Off-Broadway show ready to go. (She also had no idea what we were going to do.)

Link to full hour-long show: https://youtu.be/8nISTbpm03w

You'll notice when you click through, that I've placed a fundraising tab at the end for Urban Stages. Winter Rhythms was a benefit for their summer schools programs that reach across the entire city into underserved communities. Even if you don't watch the show, go make a contribution anyway. https://www.urbanstages.org/support

This show, barely an idea in my mind four weeks prior, blossomed into something that no one was prepared for, not even me. I hope you enjoy it. Take some time during the holiday season to watch the magic unfold. It's totally free to watch. And have a great new year.
 

Steve (Jim says hi!) 

#60: The Big Night (sent Dec 16)



I have to dream new dreams. Last Tuesday night, when I stood holding onto the man whose molecule saved my life, facing a room of people standing and cheering for him, it was the culmination of a dream I got possessed with only several weeks ago.


He found out from my newsletter about the December 9 Urban Stages show, then wrote me that he and his wife were coming.


I tried to get publicity for it. Since the Urban Stages Winter Rhythms is a fundraiser for their extensive youth theater program outreach, my main goal was to get people to come see the show. I had everything working against me.


First, the time slot. Tuesday night at 9. Can’t get worse than that. My audience doesn’t stay up that late for nobody.


Sue Matsuki, the producer of the event, lets all of us in this 2-week festival know that we have to sell the tickets. She shoos us with emails and reminds us of our numbers. And, two weeks out, my numbers were not good.


I needed to put out a press release. I needed someone! Anyone! To pick up the story and give us just a little mention. But the press needs lead time. And they need context and a story.


Press releases have a specific format. I was looking at tons of hard work, writing these things, finding who to send them to, etc. because I had several audiences. Theater, AIDS, queer history, Internet history, old age, where to start? How to start? With only two weeks to go?


I made an AI program write them all. I made it search up names to send them to. I had it craft emails specifically to all those people, and I blasted these out.


Immediately, City Councilman Erik Bottcher’s office reached out and said they’d have a framed certificate of honor for him from the City. Danny Whitman sent a beautiful acknowledgement from Broadway Cares/Equity Fights AIDS. I tried several others but couldn’t reach the higher-ups. That’s okay.


Then, with that presentation as a hook, we – my AI and I – wrote up press releases and hit every name on my list and any other list I could find. Only two responses. BroadwayWorld.com reprinted our press release, which looked great, by the way. And I sent something to a NY Times person who said he referred it to another department, but it was a nice rejection.


And then I think I blasted this newsletter with the final plea to come see the show.


I’m also rehearsing with the singers a few times. I rehearse with Gavin on guitar. Bill Goffi doesn’t need a rehearsal. He’s like a wind-up toy. He can play anything at any time.


On the day of the show, we find out we’ve almost sold out. The house is going to be full.


So how was the show?


How would I know? I was in it. I can tell you that it seemed to go off without a hitch. And it was kind of cool that the musicians and singers (and I) and the audience were all experiencing it together for the first time since we didn’t have a group rehearsal and had never run the show. No one knew how it would turn out.


But I wrote in my diary that I was BUZZING all night after the show. I lay in bed vibrating. Shoulda charged Jim a quarter a minute.

It felt like a life-expanding event. Like my sense of self and purpose has expanded.


So what’s ahead?


I need to keep on dreaming. I keep having these peak emotional experiences but they weren’t accidents. I engineered them together by writing songs, then an outline, then a script, then hooking Jim into the script, then asking my friends to sing with me and then finding a great cause and putting it all out there, while hearing laughs and tears and applause.


What’s better than that?


I wrote to my brothers that the biggest moment of pride for me, among so many, is that this sheltered Baptist kid from Buna put on a show last Tuesday night that had New York City on its feet.


I think what I do going forward is stay the steady course. Tell my story. Do the laundry, make some meals, feed the cat, change his box, and then spend some time glowing like a Christmas ornament.


Living in the Bonus Round is now a thing with a script. So what happened on that stage was the birth of a new entity. Jim is already in there doing a rewrite.


And yes, it's all captured on tape.